Archive for February, 2007

an influx of internships…(I hope)

OK, so first I have to admit something: I waited to write this entry til almost all my internship application deadlines had passed! No sense in publicizing to potential competition, right? But we’re almost into March, which means I feel pretty safe about writing this for anyone trawling the Internet for suggestions for next year.

First of all, remember that I’m a history and comparative literature major who eventually wants to be a history professor. What this means is that there really aren’t a ton of internships that are directly in my field. Unlike my friends in engineering or business, who have recently gotten big payoffs from their time spent networking with representatives from big-name companies like Lockheed Martin, Westinghouse, IBM, Johnson and Johnson, Morgan Stanley, et al…there’s not really a big “history company” that hangs around the College of Liberal Arts courting interns.

That’s not to say that there isn’t support for undergrads in the liberal arts looking for summer internships — far from it! The history department even has a staff member whose job it is to coordinate internships and provide that kind of guidance. Still, though, it’s not like there’s a standard list of companies to which you’re expected to send your resume. You’re going to have to create some of your own opportunities.

This is especially true if you are looking for something a little out of the ordinary. The most obvious career-relevant internship for a history major is to do some sort of museum work, whether it’s being a docent and interacting with guests, or doing behind-the-scenes archival and cataloging work. In the past, I’ve done a little bit of both: cataloging for a small house museum in my area, and spending last summer as an exhibit interpreter at Landis Valley Museum, which was an internship through the Pennsylvania Historic and Museum Commission.

I had a great time last year, and I know that I’ll always want to be involved with museums, but I’m pretty sure that I want to be a professor and historian. So when I was looking for internships this summer, I tried to concentrate on other opportunities other than just museums.

One of my top choices would be the Gilder Lehrman Summer History Scholars Program in NYC, which gives you a chance to work with historians in the field, do work in their Yale-affiliated archives and perhaps even publish! This one seems to be the most prestigious, not to mention the best funded — they cover room, board and travel, and throw in a stipend, which rocks. (In contrast to science and engineering, most liberal arts internships are unpaid. Get used to it — you’re in it for the love of it.)

Also in NYC, I’ve applied to the Margaret Sanger Papers Project, which is in the process of compiling, editing and indexing all of Margaret Sanger’s articles, correspondence, speeches, etc and publishing them in a number of volumes. This one sounds pretty awesome too, especially with my interest in women’s history. Another archival position that I’ve applied to is the internship at the PA State House of Representatives. This one would be awesome because I could live at home and take the train into Harrisburg every day — and still actually make some money!

I did apply to two museums — the Heinz History Center in Pittsburgh and the National Museum of American History at the Smithsonian. The Heinz museum is the biggest history museum in PA, and so that would be a really neat opportunity…not to mention the chance to eliminate the “long-distance” from my long-distance relationship for the summer, hehe. Also, as awesome as it would be to work at the Smithsonian (and it would be) there are quite a few factors there that would complicate the situation, like the fact that the NMAH is closed to visitors while they renovate…not to mention finding a place to live in MD or VA on a very limited budget. Depending on whether I get any aid from the Honors College or the College of Liberal Arts, there’s the distinct possibility that I may be finding a part-time job on top of any unpaid internship anyway, but I’ll cross that bridge when I get to it.

Finally, if none of these actual internships work out, I also applied to an archaeology program being offered through Penn State Outreach. They’re doing work on the site of a nineteenth-century homestead in the area, which sounds fascinating, not to mention totally different than anything else I’m trying for. In addition, I think that I would come out from the program with credit for two anthropology classes, which, along with some of my other credits, would definitely enable me to get an anth minor. The downside is that of course I have to *pay* for the credits, and the program is only half of the summer. So I’d likely be in State College, competing for summer jobs with all of the rest of the college students and high-schoolers also in town. Could get tricky. On the other hand, though, I’d be in State College enjoying copious amounts of summer hangouts with a good many of my friends. Could be a recipe for amazing!

So, in any case, we’ll see. I hope to hear back from most of these by late March/early April. With any luck, I’ll get to post about my decision-making process then, and not about trying to find a waitressing job at home. Kind of strange to think that this is really my last year looking for an internship…next year at this time I’ll be thesis-panicking and doing the grad school app thing. That can take its sweet old time getting here, let me tell you…

What a week!

Finally, a rest! After a week and two days of intensive classes (10-6 + 2 hours transit each way), we’re just about finished with our introductory Chile course. In some ways, it seems like two of the easiest credits that I’ve ever earned (watching films, debating politics, etc.), but then again, we’ve got a Andes-size paper looming in the distance, so maybe we didn’t get off scot-free. Anyway, I’m kinda glad to get away from all the other Americans. On one hand, I’ve met some very cool people here (similar interests, goals (changing the world, anyone?)). On the other, however, each minute that I spend talking in English is a moment that the Spanish is slipping away. And each time that I walk around town with a large, camera-toting mob is a missed opportunity to slide invisibly into the culture (like today, when a young Chilean kid offered me a Chinese paste-on tatoo from the bottom of his Cracker Jacks. :D ). To be sure, I want to keep in touch with my companions. However, the reason I went to Chile is to get to know *Chile*, not necessarily the other gringos. So, it’s with bittersweet feelings that I leave my new friends behind and venture forth into the Chilean world.

That said, however, I’m still trying to find out exactly what part of the Chilean world I want to enter. To be sure, everything is very beautiful, like Santiago at sunset:

(Check out Flickr for more)

Nevertherless, you have to pick and choose what slice of Santiago you’d like. For me, I’m considering the chess league at the town plaza and maybe some kind of IM futbol.

[Aside: town plazas are *awesome*! Becuase Santiago is blessed with nice weather for most of spring and summer, it's central plaza is a great places to shoot the breeze with kindly strangers, play chess and purchase discount helados from street vendors (not to mention playing in the fountain if you're young). I've met most of the Chileans that I know so far there, and hope to continue meeting more. I wish PSU had something like that!]

I’m also thinking about the transporation question. Thus far, I’ve taken public transport everywhere, but I’m starting to get really tired of investing $2 and 2 hours to get anywhere in town (not to mention the increased possibility of getting pickpocketed, the densely packed compartments and the unreliability of the buses). On the other hand is the bike. Yeah, it may involve sweat, but you can go *anywhere* and a $100 model will pay for itself in about 3 months (provided it doesn’t break down). I, however, think I’ll wait on this decision until I find out exactly where my university courses will be (hopefully not too far)

[Aside: Like public transportation, everything here is supersized and densely packed - this store has a 3-4 level parking garage and thousands of departments! (I'd need a wide-angle lens to capture the whole store) Sure, Walmart is big, but "El Jumbo" is gigantic!]

Finally, I’m also trying to get into the Santiago hiking scene. We recently took a hike out to Rio Clarillo reserve (involving an awesome and wild ride on a rural bus and catching a lift with the Park Service – see Flickr). While it was too hot to see the famed iguanas of the preserve, we did manage to find this little guy:

Apparently, he’s a) not really a tarantula (technicality) and b) not poisonous. But if you’d ask me, if he sure looks pretty close (yeah natural mimicry!). (Flickr has more if interested)

We also saw very cool flowers

and trees

I wish I could tell more about these plants (the tree, especially – the whole trunk was covered in these scales!) but sadly, I know not. Perhaps a little Internet research is in store?

Anyway, that’s all for now. It’s about time for onces (the Chilean light supper at 9 or 10) and watching the news with the padres (another Chilean tradition).

Chau from Chile!

Get Involved

This semester I am Vice President of Alpha Chi Sigma (co-ed professional chemistry fraternity).  My main job in my fraternity is pledgemaster, meaning I am in charge of the Rho pledge class.  I run their weekly meetings, make sure they are keeping up with their requirements such as learning our Fraternity’s history and getting a certain amount of weekly brother signatures, assign them bigs, help them organize a pledge weekend and a pledge project, and deal with any problems that may arise.  This semester’s pledge class is phenomenal – there are 14 pledges, half of which are freshman!  They’re a great group and are all exceptionally fun and interesting kids.  I think I’m the only one on this blog affiliated with any semblance of a Greek organization, so I figure I should represent that aspect of college life, especially since it takes up so much of my time.  While Alpha Chi Sigma is by no stretch even close to the stereotypical social fraternity (we are not in the IFC – Intrafraternal Council – which all the other social fraternities are in), it still has some of the positive aspects of Greek life (like social activities and community service) without the negatives (like hazing and binge drinking).

 A Brief Overview:

Alpha Chi Sigma is a national co-ed professional organization, founded in December of 1902 at the University of Wisconsin.  A chapter (termed Nu Chapter after the Greek letter Nu because we were the 13th chapter) was started at Penn State (then known as Penn State College) in April 1911.  The Fraternity is restricted to science majors interested in chemistry.  At Penn State, we have mostly Chemistry, Chemical Engineering, Biochemistry, and Biology majors, with some others including Forensic Science, Nutrition, and Premed.  Nu Chapter has approximately 45 active members, 22 of which live in our house on Pugh St., as well as 14 pledges.  We also have around 15 faculty members at Penn State that are brothers of Alpha Chi Sigma, having either been initiated while in college or initiated as a professor through Nu chapter.  As a professional organization, we participate heavily in community service.  In addition to partipating in THON, Relay for Life, Habitat for Humanity, and the Special Olympics, we also organize chemistry-related service activities.  For example, we annually organize an activity for the girl scouts for their merit badge in chemistry.  We also organize a THON Make a Wish activity through the chemistry department that allows kids over THON weekend to come participate in exciting hands-on science experiments and learn about them as well.  In the past, we have performed chemistry demonstrations at elementary schools and volunteered as chemistry tutors.

College can be an intimidating place for freshman, and I highly recommend joining clubs that mirror prominent interests.  Get out there and meet new people that like doing the same things you do.  Joining a large, active organization (not the ones that meet once a month) is the best way to get involved and have fun too.  There are several other types of professional fraternities such as business, premed, engineering, architecture, and honors fraternities, but other large, well-intentioned groups are just as good.  Getting involved in THON is a great way to fill the activity gap and meet lots of people, as well as SHC student council.  The University Ambulance Service (one of the country’s only 24/7 student run ambulance services) is also an active and very social organization (and you get to save lives!). Joining a large, active organization in college is perfect because you’ll never be bored.  There’s something going on every single weekend of the semester at Alpha Chi Sigma, including ski trips, THON, alumni weekend, ice skating, pledge weekend, initiation, relay for life, and so much more.  The college environment is incredibly interesting – 40,000 20 yr olds creating their own unique society you won’t really find anywhere else.  Take advantage of your time here and get involved doing something you love and you’ll have the best time of your life.  If you always do what you love, you’ll never be unhappy.

A Relationship Entry

My boyfriend left to study abroad in Taiwan the other day. I miss him, but I’m busy and the next few months will probably go quickly. I wish I could study abroad! He sounds like he’s having lots of fun getting settled in. Studying abroad is expensive and I would have to go an extra semester to do it.

So yeah, this is my long distance relationship. We were apart this summer because he stayed up here and I went home, but of course we saw each other probably every other weekend. It should be interesting spending 3.5 months apart. I’m just glad that I still have a lot of friends so I doubt I’ll get very lonely. Maybe of moral of this entry is that even when you’re really jazzed about your significant other, make sure you have lots of friends. Lots of people lose their friends when they are in serious college relationships. It’s still nice to go out with your friends [even if you bring your significant other with you].

The other moral of this journal entry is, of course, that you need to keep on livin’ it up at college!

Santiago de Chile – First Impressions

joy

Near Cartagena, Chile – CTL

Expect nothing, live frugally on surprise.

- Alice Walker

In retrospect, it would have been a good idea to read something about Santiago before living there for a semester. Or to brush up my Spanish before plunging into a pool of Chilean idioms – confusing even for native speakers. But, as it was, I had accomplished neither of these somewhat important things by the time I jumped onto an airplane bound for the southern hemisphere. I could make excuses: too little time, too many distractions living at home; but, in all honesty, there is no rhetoric to reason why I never read Casa de Los Espiritus (Allendes’ dictate on the Pinochet era) or perused Neruda’s poetry (famous among amorous youths) or even bought a Lonely Planet guidebook. It just didn’t happen.

So, when I stumbled into the Santiago airport in the wee hours of Valentine’s Day, I was quite the ignorant American. True, I had the essential documentation clutched in my hand, but a passport and visa can’t bestow cultural savvy any more than a driver’s license guarantees a great sense of direction. Some would say that was a bad way to begin, and I might be tempted to agree. Nevertheless, this first week in Santiago has taught me that the world is a rich place, even for the unprepared.

For me, being ignorant is an uncertain feeling. As a student and writer, everything that I have done previously has been based on research and prior learning. Now, however, I’ve entered a land of obscurity, a terra incognita on my mental map. It’s a frightening sensation, stumbling though a country and fumbling through a language, but, most strangely, this fear has also been the genesis of ferocious curiosity. I feel like my four-year-old host nephew: asking questions about everything, mouthing big words just to feel them out, and tearing through my big backyard in search of a new adventure. Although I left the States trying to play the world-weary jetsetter, this week in Chile has stripped me of disguises: the only face I can show is my own – and a curious one it is at that.

And what have I found under the rocks on the ground? What have I discovered during this first week in Santiago? Well, for one, I have a big and boisterous family. Father of six and master of a quaint house in the Las Condes (a nicer section of town), Jaime has been my introduction to Chilean hospitality. Though he’s officially my papa, he’s old enough to by my grandfather and tries to spoil me as such. His partner-in-crime is his wife, Paulina, who takes care of fattening up this “skinny gringo” whenever he shows the slightest inclination of hunger. Their children are as gracious and good-natured as they are, though my conversations with them can be thrown off-track by the prevalent Chilean slang – a badge of their youth. These miscommunications nonetheless have served a purpose, as I’m learning that it’s better to let your audience know that you’re confused rather than pretend that you understand everything. Even “smile-and-nod” has its limits.


from the 15th floor breakfast bar

Santiago de Chile – CTL

I’ve also found a bustling city in Santiago. The city itself is a strange mixture of European (cars, metro) and Latin American (just about everything else). It’s a huge place that dwarfs my hometown of Hershey (pop. 20,000) and even the Penn State army I’ve grown to love during my years in college. Although Santiago is haunted by the specter of Pinochet’s human rights abuses, the economic progress that his administration began has transformed the city into a hive of high-rises and discoteca. Despite the sprawling development, however, there is still an impressive expanse of green space. Whether this is due to good city planning or a love of the natural world, the city layout is one of the most aesthetically appealing that I’ve even seen, and I feel that many U.S. cities would be well-advised to follow Santiago’s model. At the very least, it beats our tendency to pave and park everywhere.

Finally, I’ve discovered an island nation. Though it may seem strange that a spaghetti-shaped piece of South America functions similarly to a state like Hawaii, such is the reality of Chilean culture. Separated from its neighbors by the Andes and the Pacific, Chile has developed a truly ingrown language and culture. Linguistically, Chilean Spanish is far from the textbook ideal, with slang and mumbled pronunciations resulting from years of isolation from mainstream speech. Culturally, Santiago has undergone a similar development. Though emulation of the United States – both in wide jeans and neoliberal business models – is prominent, Chileans guard their uniqueness and independence jealously: Bachelet, the Chilean President is noted for refusing to support Bush in the war in Iraq as well as for being the first female, socialist President to govern in South America.

And so, although it may be best to prepare for foreign trips, even ignorant gringos can find a home halfway around the globe. Chile is quite an interesting place, and I’m looking forward to getting to know more Chileans – especially in two weeks when classes begin. It’s my hope that the curiosity and good intentions can carry me through these upcoming months (even if I do take a much-delayed peek at my Spanish notes!)

Vicki drops in!

Hey everyone,

It’s been a busy semester for me!  I know, no excuse at all.  But, I am a junior, trying to graduate in July (a year early) soooo I have to finish my thesis on time.  On top of this, I’m taking 21 credits this semester, being an econ 2 grader, still doing Israel advocacy stuff on campus, doing some website design for the business school, AND trying to see my friends and boyfriend (who graduated in December and is now working in Philly) as much as possible.  WHEW indeed.

Why graduate early?  Why not just ride it out until December, or even next year?  I am READY to leave college.  When I first got here, I thought I would never want to leave.  It is pretty awesome.  But there are so many things about the real world that are appealing to me now that I can’t wait to get started.  That being said, TAKE ADVANTAGE OF COLLEGE.  I am doing so many things now that I didn’t do, and regretting that I didn’t get started earlier.  For example, Friday was the first time I went to THON and was overwhelmed by how crazy it is.  I’m not sure I’d want to get involved because it’s a huge commitment and I can’t give that much time to such a great cause, but still it was great to watch.
Also, I went to hear Madame Jehan Sadat, wife of assassinated Egyptian leader Anwar Sadat speak at the Distinguished Speaker series last week.  Being extremely pro-Israeli (as everyone who knows me will point out, often annoyed because I talk about Israel ALL the time), it was interesting to hear her viewpoint.  Granted, it was different than mine, but it’s so important to expand your mind, and college is just the place.

So, where am I now?  Still working on my Honors Thesis, that looming thing in the back of my mind, studying for exams this week, and trying to keep my sanity!

Hopefully my posting will become more frequent.

5.2 MILLION DOLLARS!!!!

WE RAISED $5,240,385.17 THIS YEAR FOR THE FOUR DIAMONDS FUND AT THON 2007!!!!!!!! :D

(I’M REALLY REALLY REALLY EXCITED, HENCE THE CAPS…)

OUR 4 SHC THON DANCERS WERE ABSOLUTELY FANTABULOUS!!!! I’M SO PROUD OF YOU!!! YOU’RE NEVER SO TALL AS WHEN YOU KNEEL TO HELP A CHILD!
D! TO THE A! TO THE N-C-E-R-S GO DANCERS!

FTK! FTK! FTK! FTK! FTK!

a flock of fenceposts
THON started for me and the rest of the OPP committee members at 4:45 friday morning when we started setting up the BJC for THON 2007 FTK.

Heather, Kate, Billy, and Kristen
Heather and Kate, two of our wonderful SHC THON dancers, with Billy and Kristen Jackson, our THON kids.
it’s a little smudged because Kristen was playing photographer with my camera prior to this shot…

Melisa and Daniel Jackson!
Billy’s mom, Melisa, and new baby brother, Daniel! (he’s sooooo cute!)

The floor watching the new THON video
i cry every time i watch the new THON video. don’t waste one minute! i also cry when i watch people watch this video… there are thousands of people in this arena, all of them caring so much about THON and the kids. there isn’t another group of people in the world i’d rather be surrounded by.

5.2 million!
the total! everyone went out of their minds when they raised the final digit (they raise them one by one, starting with the cents…). that’s a million dollars more than we raised last year! and last year was a big record year too!

lost fish
did anyone lose their fish? these guys made it into the lost & found, and went home with an OPP committee member.

this was an amazing THON, because for every dollar we raise, the Four Diamonds Fund can help more families and do more to better patient care and to find a cure for cancer! it was also a great THON for the Schreyer Honors College. two of the overalls, Nicole and Elise, are SHC THON members. we got to meet 6-week-old Daniel Jackson, who is the cutest thing ever. and Atlas THON and Springfield THON took places 1 and 2 in highest raising independent organizations! congrats, guys! next year, we’ll sweep all three!

CONGRATS ALL DANCERS, AND EVERYONE WHO WAS INVOLVED IN THON THIS YEAR. THON ON!!! WE DID IT!

The not-so-sunny side of life

Forgive the melancholy mood. I’m usually a very bright and optimistic person, but it’s been a discouraging day.

While the internship looked promising, I received an email from the company today informing me that there was not enough funding to hire any interns at all this summer.

So now what?

I was always taught you can reach for the stars, and work hard, and believe in yourself, and others will believe in you. But what if none of that is true? As I fill out application after application, I’m starting to wonder if anyone even reads all these. I have this sinking suspicion it’s all just a game. What if it’s not about how hard you work? What if it’s just about who you know?

So Scholars of the social science, I ask you: Is this why “the rich are getting richer, while the poor are getting poorer?” Is this why sociologists theorize that the middle class is becoming an extinct group?

What if that’s all there is to the whole shabang.. who know you, where you come from, and how much money you have. Of course there are exceptions. There are brilliant people, dedicated people, who tell amazing tales of coming from nothing only to rise to the top of everything. But that’s not me. I’m smart, but I don’t have a 4.0. I care about making a difference, but I haven’t spent a summer in the peace corps digging wells for underprivledged villagers. Without those things, who am I?

What if I spend the rest of my life stuck under this glass ceiling… What if this is the story when I apply for summer internships, grad school, and a real job? Given the choice between hiring me or the daughter of a friend of a guy you knew in college, who gets the advantage? Is that what the real world is, just a bunch of people pulling strings– you scratch my back, and I’ll scratch yours?

My number one fear in life, without a doubt, is that I won’t amount to anything. That I will spend the next 60 years of my existence some mediocre person in some mediocre town working at some mediocre job, never really contributing anything to the world. That nobody will know how hard I tried.

This is probably the most serious, and definitely the most melodramatic, and also the absolute most depressing blog I’ve yet to post. I toyed with the idea of leaving it unpublished, but I think it’s important for people to follow the bad times along with the good. I’m sure this mood will pass, probably within the next 24 hours, but for now– I need some time to sulk.

live from THON

if you’re not in state college this weekend, or just don’t feel up to the trek out to the bryce jordan center, you can still see what’s going on at THON!

check out the live feed here.

FT to the K, For The Kids, that’s what we say!

“I understand they only accept 300 students a year…”

SO i am on the prowl for a summer internship. I would love to do something fun like take classes to fill up my art general education requirements, or work at my half-day summer camp again, but my mom has given me an ultimatum: My choices for the summer are Job or.. Job.

I live in the middle of nowhere (Sayre, PA– up by the NY border, about an hour from Ithaca, NY) so I don’t have the luxury you suburbanites take for granted. (Note… “suburbanites” may or may not be a real word.) Summer work is tough to come by in the first place, but summer work actually RELEVANT to the field you are studying in school? Forget it! Fortunately, I was able to get my resume in with Osram-Sylvania, a chemical company that’s only about 20 miles away. The distance is a major perk because it would mean I could still live at home, which will save a LOT of money on rent/food/etc.

The position would be research related. They have one of the largest organic chemistry labs on the East coast, so it would be an AWESOME opportunity to be able to work there. Unfortunately, there are a very small number of positions for the research labs (I think I heard there are two open this summer), and a lot of kids who apply. While I still haven’t heard anything definitive about the sitution, things (i hope!) seem to be looking good.. I got this email today from one of the guys I interviewed with: (names have been replaced with XXXXX and OOOOO)

“Meg: The people on this E mail are all PhD Chemists and so not easily impressed….”


From: XXXXXXXX
Sent: Monday, February 12, 2007 10:29 AM
To: OOOOOOO
Subject: FW: Krench Cover Letter and Resume

Hi, OOOOOO,

This is the resume of the student that we discussed last week. It looks like she will be a junior next year and that she’s had two years of chemistry. Penn State main campus is tough to get into as a freshman, so I’m guessing she’s a smart kid.

-XXXXXXX

From: OOOOOO
Sent: Monday, February 12, 2007 11:21 AM
To: XXXXXX
Subject: RE: Krench Cover Letter and Resume

Not only main campus but also in the Schreyer Honors College program at Penn State so I have to agree that she is a smart kid. I understand Penn State only accepted 300 students per year into this program…..

-OOOOOO

That is honestly the exact email I got, copy and pasted.

Clearly, being a freshman at PSU is awesome. Being in the Schreyer Honors College?
To quote anchorman… “We’re kind of a big deal. People know us.”